"Look what she's trying to put you through again... That rum would make this whole experience so much easier its right here in front of you, you know you want to"
Yeah if it wasn't for that "rum and vodka" I wouldn't be in this again, or before junk. She is just as lost in life right now as me its noones fault we are doing this to each other. Id rather do what normal people do when they are hurt. Accept it and move on.