Swampy, Glad to have you here, I myself only have 18 days. I too went through rehab last year and have been relapsing all year. Somebody told me at a meeting 18 days ago "are you done digging"? I was on the verge of losing my husband and kids that our my life when I'm not on the shi*. You will have days of wanting to get loaded "like I did yesterday" but you get on here and post and it will get you through it, or call somebody. Go to a meeting and get a call list. For me, this site has saved my a**! It sounds like K does care about you but she does have to look out for her and her kids, I left my first husband because the drugs were more important then me. Fly straight and everything WILL come into place. I'm praying for you.
Love Tina