I'm so sorry that happened soexhausted.
It must have been real hard.
My xABF lives around the corner from me & know that's going to happen to me soon.
We can't just shut our feelings off, it's only natural to feel the way you did, I wish it was different.
We just have to try to be strong knowing that the break is for the best.
Given time it will.
Big hugs.