Lola,
There will always be times when you feel like it's getting too much, I still get moments like that, but as time goes on you will learn to deal with them without reaching for a bottle.
The first few weeks are hard, my withdrawals didn't kick in until about the third week, they lasted about three weeks, I wanted to scream, I couldn't deal with them, I even cried in Church in pain, I couldn't hold it in anymore, I came close to giving in. If you've read my Blog you will see.
But hang in there, find something to do to keep you occupied, I walk alot and now I'm writing alot, I keep a journal every night, highlighting the good bits of my day and the bad, it just seems to help.
Stay strong, I will pray for you.