i think everyone can relate to that.
there are some moments that i think back to in my life, and i am so so ashamed of them. horribly sad, guilty and ashamed.
i'm only happy about one thing, i'll never have to feel guilty or make a fool out of myself again. or be "one of those" drunks.
these kinds of feelings come with the territory, if you wish to be a village drunk you must accept all the "glamour" that comes with it.
or you can be sober.