I passed the 4 months milestone on the 13th of October.
It is almost surreal that time has passed so quickly.
Everything is so much easier and better. This is the second time in my life when I was able to stitch together a relatively long period of sobriety.
Physically I am doing great, mentally even better. On my first weeks, I thought I was done this time... but eventually sun started shining and new desires and ambitions are now taking over all of the depression and anxiety of the past.
Why would I ever want to change this excellent state of being for a few hours (at most) of fake fun, induced by alcohol?
Alcohol never helped me deal with anything, it was all an illusion. It did help me to "hide" from the world, but that's not really a solution to anything.