I've screwed up more than I care to get into at this point and 90% had nothing to do with alcohol, I think I turned to alcohol to cover up the feelings of never ending bad decisions and never feeling good enough for just about anything. Therefore, alcohol was just a way to escape and a coping mechanism and not the root of all my problems. Way to deep for 330pm....on a Tuesday. But im on day 8 so that's good, have to work, so no drinking regardless. Happy Tuesday!
