Originally Posted by
Natom 
I know what you mean. Do you feel that you have some kind of void? You just don't really understand what your purpose on the earth is?
I miss that sense of purpose that I always had, from puberty through my early 30s, like crazy. I feel like there is no point to my days, frankly. I cook some meals for the kid (or kids, my house seems to be the dumping ground for all the kids in the neighborhood, there are usually 2-5 here at dinner time), and play with my cars, and otherwise there is not much point to anything I do.
I do love my girlfriend, but I've never been a commital type, I could honestly say I've never had any interest in settling down. I always liked trying to win at something, as I said above, I don't mind losing, as long as I'm trying. I'm not trying at anything these days.