Robby, I want you to know that you gave me enormous comfort with what you wrote.
Bigger than the sky big.
Something in all of that made me realize that I have not been able to make a Big Plan because I don't trust the future.
Strike that, right.
The beast does not want me to even think about the future.
The beast wants to party all the time, future be damned.
If I trust the future, it can see the writing on the wall.
It knows it has no chance once I start planning and believing.