when will it get better
I don't have the energy to even explain my situation. I relapsed last weekend on alcohol and cocaine, and have been depressed since then. no more pink cloud just hopeless depression, I feel like I wrecked my brain....I feel like no one cares, I try to sleep and I get overwhelming disturbing thoughts about the futility of life, I even feel like the people that love me the most don't care... I feel so alone.....so alone... so alone