hi everyone,
good thought provoking topic, with a lot of good reactions and sharing. what just came to me is this question? have i made any real decisions? have i really stopped the act and react? have i done what's right for me, or are all my decisions cluttered with pain and thinking about the end effect on the whole family? i don't know the answer. maybe i should spend a little time looking for the clarity of what i've been doing with my life! it's hard to remove the regrets, the reflections, and the hindsight. maybe today i can try to sort through what really happened and pray for release from denial, and yet give myself a break. i find that i have i tendency to still believe my actions impacted other people's decisions. i need to set myself free from that way of thinking. baffling, confusing, io don't know if that makes any sense to anyone but me, but i'm glad i came here this morning and read the posts. love you all and thanks for everything.
hugs fromsugar