To 08FLHTP
Heh so sorry to read about your night. I get it but be careful with chasing Oxys. I know how bad pain can be but honestly your brain is telling you it needs the Oxys and you don't. I thought it was the only thing that worked too but there are other things. It's not a cake walk for sure and throw in chronic pain to boot and it's really tough but seriously you can do this
I told everyone I wasn't addicted, but you can't fool yourself when you try and get off of them.
Heh it's a tough ride but you can do it!!
These posts are really encouraging so check in often. You do have support.
Take care