Big congrats on 30 plus days. I had very similar memory issues. Took quite a while for the fog to lift. Things continue to get clearer and I am able to differentiate what was real and what my alcohol fuddled mind put together more and more. I try not to dwell on it too long. I always say I am putting something I can't figure out up on a shelf till I am better equipped to handle it. The pieces continue to fall into place at 9 months sober.
