I've been sober for a little over thirty days. Feeling wonderful!!
But, I've been in such a daze for the past 2 years that I really don't quite remember things..
Things have been coming back to me and I'm remembering things out of nowhere... I can't place it but certain things bring me back to memories that I don't even remember living..
It's really kind of freaking me out... I don't know if it's real or not..
Did you guys have this happen?
Also, I dreamt I relapsed last night. Woke up almost crying, freaking out.. super freaking out.. and soo so so relieved when I looked around and my room was clean and I was clean too!!!
Oh man, this sobriety thing is nuts.. but so amazing.
Hope you all are having/had wonderful sober days.
