My mind keeps telling me that my AH can/will never be the person I need him to be, but my heart tells me otherwise - I keep holding on to this stupid hope that I can somehow convince him to change. I don't mean by his drinking, I've come to terms that I cannot change that. I'm talking about him being there for me emotionally, physically. I know he won't/can't be and I'm insane for thinking I can convince him otherwise - so HOW DO I STOP???? He still manages to turn it on me and my "low self-esteem" that I expect too much.
I want to move on, I'm tired of being in limbo....