Originally Posted by misterritter

I understand some of what you say. I also am realizing I am a very lonely person. I always used to think I liked to be alone, but not so sure anymore, and drinking was a way to escape from that.

Since you have great friends, children, and a boyfriend maybe spending time with them will help. Maybe you should do some research into depression. Just a suggestion, I am no expert, just a sufferer.

Good luck.