Originally Posted by
Dee74 
The early days of recovery are always rough - often there's a bit of grief in there, certainly a little depression, and sometimes a blunt realisation that things weren't perhaps as they seemed all those years.
It's all a lot to take in, missing - be gentle with yourself...and try not to worry - how you feel today is not how you'll feel for the rest of your life...things can and do get better
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Thanks Dee...I have all of what you mentioned and suffer from depression to begin with...so this doesn't help. And yes I think lots of realizations are occurring and I am not liking it
I will take it easier on myself...thank you and look forward to the better
. Appreciate your help.