I found the people close to me were the people I turned my back on when they tried to tell me I had a problem, I didn't want to hear it from them, I would shut myself away from my family and drink, I couldn't deal with it all until I had no choice.
I changed little things each day, as posted before I had a song that inspired my everyday to do something about it, to find the people who can help.
I chose Church and have not looked back since, I love it , the people there are so supportive and have never judged me, even when I told them my worst secrets of my last few years.
I feel I have come out of the darkness that I was living and I feel so alive now.
Keep the faith, stay strong.
Wayne