new obsession - me!
Hi there
If you've read my previous messages you may remember that my A is obsessive about many things.
Things have taken a surprising turn in the last couple of days and I'm not really sure how to handle it - it seems her new obsession is me!
From grumpy couch potato having the least possible interaction with me or anyone else in the house she's suddenly full of love and hugs and plans for the future, phone calls during work, packed lunches in the morning, declarations of undying love..etc.
I don't know how to take it all. I'm so used to rejection and hostility that I'm finding it hard to relax into what I've been wanting for so long.
How wierd the human brain!
Maybe I'm just scared it's not real. Not going to last. Maybe I should just shut up and enjoy the niceness.
Not sure why I wanted to share that, maybe it's just because I'm confused!
J
xxx