i hear ya bro....i have a good pal buckin 6mg zanny right now and he is gonna kill himself if he doesnt stop....he cant stop and get off it....im not really into benzos for rec use,oxy is my devil and we have danced many many times....now is when i need to slay this beast!!....layin outside in the cold right now staring at the stars and jupiter in particular....makes me forget its been almost 8 hours since i took a perc....im going into wd right now.....can feel the pain starting to take over my body...sneezing....yawning...so tired sooooooo so tired yet sleep is unattainable....this time feels like it is gonna be worse than last...mentally the anxiety rips me apart...its bad and caused the relapse....hell its the reason me and the white devils fell in love in the first place.....i need a k-pin 0.5 for the nite....will awaken to the sunshine and more than likely the longest day of my life....skrill after midnite in oxy wd....gonna write that in the journal....nite all stay clean!