Originally Posted by
Birdie03 
All I can think about today is how maybe in a year or so I might be able to go back to drinking "normal" or just socially again. Deep down I know this is just my mind messing with me, but is it even possible to go back to being a normal drinker once you've crossed the line into uncontroled drinker?
My personal opinion is NO. But your best bet, I think, is take the break then ask yourself again in a year.