Backbeat I have to tell you I see a therapist. Just last night he found out my true day count. Although we don't discuss days he asks me if I drank and I simply say i have been doing well. I never lied but simply omitted the truth. Same thing really.
My point is did she threaten to not see you because of missing appointments or drinking? Missing appointments I can see. But for drinking? That's why you see her.
If my doc threatened me with that I would find a new one. I need this person to help me and no one ever got sober because someone threatened to take something we need away. She should be there to totally support you, slips or not.
That's just my view. Don't feel guilty. That's just another way to have your AV try to undermine you.
You sound like you are doing great! Keep it going!
K