Originally Posted by
Misguided 
Did you begin drinking at 18? I believe they say that the newly sober mind picks up where it left off before it was intoxicated. That could be part of your reason for feeling that way.
You can go to a meeting, you don't have to talk if you don't want to. If you find it's not the right one for you, search for another one. There are many programs out there to check out. AA isn't the only one so if you find AA doesn't suit you, there are lots of options.
Good luck with you sobriety
Thank you. And yes, I did not start drinking until I was 18. That would make a lot of sense as to why I still feel much younger than I am on many levels.