I don't want to go into details but me and my drinking messed up not one but two relationships that were meant to be lifelong.
It was painful - devastatingly painful - and I beat myself up over those mistakes for years...it didn't stop me drinking tho I'm sorry to say....not for another decade.
There is a happy ending tho - I got sober, I stayed that way and I met my current partner
Sober, I'm a far better man and partner than I ever was before.
There is always a second (or even third) chance Klia
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