Empty and depressed.
Today has been sh*t.
I feel hopelessly depressed and empty inside, I don't know what to do. I have no interest or motivation to do anything. I've been pacing around the house feeling miserable all day.
Life seems meaningless, like I have nothing to look forward to, like I have nothing to live for. I'm not suicidal & I don't want to use, I just want this horrible feeling to go away.