Originally Posted by missyshelle76

i'm proud of you. I also reached that defining moment as well. The moment when you throw your hands in the air and say: I can't do this! I cannot do this alone" and it comes from a place of complete hopelessness, complete surrender. And it changes everything. I'm 11 days sober and staying sober today doesn't seem so overwhelming.

I'm still scared because alcoholism is a scary disease. But i keep surrendering, keep moving forward, keep doing the next right thing. And somehow, it's working. Me letting go of my arrogance and pride helped me let in others, others who had been where i am and also knew how to get me out of this place.