Originally Posted by
Vall 
What could make you happy Mizzuno?
It will appear eventually, it's all part of human nature whether we like it or not, recognising it isn't always easy believe me :>
Beats me Vall. Something has been off for awhile. I finally realized that I am a lump on a log......( Im laughing at myself when I describe what i am right now....stale bread....lump. Its entertaining) Anyways, Im accessing the situation and acknowledging my frame of mind. Maybe admitting that i have a issue right now will change how i feel.