functioning addict ?
my wife has used everything under the sun from about 18 and is now 38. she seems to have a tolerance for anything.
she goes through a cycle of about 1 year... hits rock bottom and then gets back on her methadone , then as the amount drops she starts using again.
she can hold down a good job at the same time which is odd. her normal pattern is to finish work get home, make up something and go out for an hour, then home again and into the bathroom for ages. then its like a zombie and acting odd for a while like cleaning or watching tv with her eyes closed.
what gets me is the lie's they tell it makes me laugh that they think im stupid.
ive had enough but feel bad for wanting out, plus i have a 5 year old boy and a good job which i guess i cant keep as i go away alot. im scared to leave my little one at home with her although i guess he will be ok.
any advice or ideas would help