Hi arhat -
Yikes.... Why not get help from a doctor or psychiatrist who can help you find real solutions to any ongoing problems you're having? You have to know you're playing with fire, moving from one substance to another, right?
I had a counselor in treatment who got off alcohol and got addicted to Nyquil. I hope you don't go down that road. Congratulations on your 50 days, by the way - that's a real accomplishment!