Hi I've got 59 days sober. I did it once before for a year, but looking back I realize I only did it to put myself in check and learn to "control" it. That control obviously didnt last long. My marriage is on the verge of being over. It's like something finally clicked in my brain I don't want booze, I honestly have no desire to drink and that's scaring the hell out of me. My entire world revolved around when I would finally get to have a beer, and now if I think about its like thinking about drinking a bottle of pee. Is this a newbie thing is the euphoria got.g to wear off? This feels to easy like some kind of relapse bomb is going to go off and I'm not gonna be ready. I do have a support system outside of this site. Has anyone ever felt lime
this??