Thanks so much guys. I am doing a little better today, I did my first chair in about 6 months today,, and it helped me a lot!!
Sobriety is hard for me, as it was the reason why i drunk in the first place. I kinda envy those people who just had a drink problem and then once they stopped, the managed to get on with their lives in a straight forward way.
I drank not because I wanted to, but to run from myself and the world, and now I am over a year sober, it is difficult to deal with my crazy head.
Yes the stepwork is the answer. This is where I am at with my sponsor at the moment. I feel that it is a great time to get back plugged in.
I hope u all are doing good and have a great weekend