I consider this my first attempt because before this I didn't make it past day one... I did stay sober for a week then drink again but I consider that a false start rather than a relapse. This was something I worried about too, but less as time went on. I considered it my AV trying to convince me that I wouldn't make it and that it would be 'acceptable' to relapse... just try and ignore those thoughts. I know there are quite a few people on here who quit first time x