Good thread and very useful insights definitely what I needed to read. Thanks for posting Katysue.
I have been getting overexcited lately and in the past would reach for a drink to calm down. The other night I was so excited I decided to get on my motorbike and ride to the casino, on the way dropped in to see a friend and she asked me if I had been drinking I was offended by her comment but later on reflection I could see I was exhibiting similar behavior when was drinking I had also been fueling myself with strong coffee. it has taken me a couple do days to calm down and realize though the high is exciting it is also dangerous for this alcoholic. I am reminded that my primary purpose is to stay sober and to keep close to my HP.
The program does not work for me if I don't work the program. Steve what you posted really hit home.
CaiHong