back at day one too
so mad at myself.... ashamed and very unhappy. i apologized to my husband and my kids. i was a train wreck yesterday! i was doing so well and then bam.... when am i ever going to get it right? i opened up to my husband and told him how ashamed i am and how i feel like a large piece of crap, a failure and most of all a bad example to my kids. i told him i need his support. he said if i stop this cycle i will have his support. i am suprised he hasnt kicked me to the curb yet. i do sooo good all week and the weekend comes and so far every weekend has been a mess up! i cannot keep doing this! im not a bad person.... i just cant find my way-- and stick with it!
congrats to all that have made it through the weekend, next monday i will be able to join you all!