Ginger, I envy you. I had the same drinking habits when I was 25. I didn't have the courage to address them then, and my life became drama filled chaos. I wasted so many precious years trying to control what I drank - never once thought I had to give it up all together. I couldn't seem to admit that it was no longer fun and was only bringing me misery.
You won't have to go through the hell so many of us have - you can reclaim your life now and turn it all around. It's great to have you here. Please keep reading and posting.