Mine were all recovering addicts/alcohilics. I think the best thing for you laana...Is you will be able to get some time sober in a controlled environment....You'll start to think clearer.....Which will enable you prepare and plan what you'll do when you get out. This is a great thing for you...Take advantage of it. Once you get in there....And start meeting people there....You'll feel safe and protected. It's a good thing.