A few nights I have laid with him. Now THOSE mornings suck. My ego says, oh YOU can handle it. You're still getting a divorce anyways, who cares if you give him a little hope.
But in the morning I find myself thinking 'will I look back and know I tried every thing?'
And after awhile I realize not only did I try everything, HE tried nothing. And all the lies, it's just not what I want haunting me or my relationship. And it's not what I deserve, there are too many fish in the sea. I gotta be brave and dive in, I am very very loyal and deserve that in return even if it takes me 50 years
