Thanks everyone for your support. I will be 1month sober tomorrow. I did the event, and didn't drink at it. Even though I wanted to.
I'm finding it really hard to look after myself which is probably contributing to my shoddy mood. I can't eat enough. I'm trying really hard and I feel like I eat a lot but when I count it up its only like 800-1000calories a day. I never used to eat and got all my calories from alcohol, so I'm finding that even though I'm nearly 1month sober I only realise I'm hungry when I feel like I'm going to pass out. I heard there's a nutrition page on here, so I will check that out!
I wish I could be happier about being 1month sober, I'm just exhausted and struggling to look after myself properly.
Thanks guys