I think I over described my beast....lol He
or she is definitely a baby tiger that has been
growing inside me over the past 22 yrs. I
honestly cant tell you how it will emerge if
I did take a drink after being sober for so
long.
When hearing from so many who were sober
for awhile and decided to go back out and some
that didnt make it back in or luckily they did
to share that drinking was brutal, and its still
kicking butts big time, i have made a conscience
decision to stay sober with a program of recovery
to guide me along in my journey then to face the
consequences.
Still in all, my beast of alcoholism whatever it is,
remains asleep.
