i am glad to see ya wanna stop. we are all gonna die someday, but doin it drunk isnt very pretty.
i had a friend that was a vodka drinker. i wathced him deteriorate over time and eventually watched him take his last breath. it was not pretty. but it doesnt have to be that way!
apparently there was something that intrigued you about AA, so how bout after seein the doc, gettin back to AA, gettin a sponsor, and workin the steps? soberiety rocks and its a journey i would love to see you take,too!