I guess I am having a hard time deataching and focusing on me while still living with him. I don't know how to help myself get better while I am still dealing with him and his drinking. As much as I don't want his actions and attitude to effect me, it's does and I don't see how I can make it not as long as we live together. I am confused as to how to deal with my emotions, I know how I feel at any given moment but I'm not sure what to do with them. I kinda feel damned if I do and damned if I don't at this point.