Hi Sapling
Thank you for the response. As of what I am doing as of now for the drinking is 1 day sober and came back to SB because it helped me so much and I was keeping sober when I checked in everyday at the time I feel like drinking. Just with this site I was 1 1/2 months sober. I went to detox but it helped until the five days were up then I started again. I tried AA and I am sorry it wasn't for me. This site and all the wonderful people is my savor and if I am here everyday it helped me and will help me once again. I just need internet which now I don't have to worry that I cant pay because I am living with my mother now till I get on my feet. Any suggestions are welcome.
Thanks