Originally Posted by Learn2Live

Thank you for putting my relationship problem into words, Hopeworks. I don't care for the boring, hum-drum, ordinary. Not attracted to it, no chemistry, etc., just like you said. I feel I am forever dysfunctional in this way and honestly am just so tired of trying. So many relationships over so many years and still I cannot find normalcy, despite all the work I have done on myself, and all the changes I have made. Each time I find "Love" and I think, "This guy is it, this is the person I can finally settle down with," and each time, that just does not happen. There is no one to blame for this, but I sure wish people would not have children with alcoholics and addicts, because those children, I'm afraid, grow up to be just like me. It is sad.