[QUOTE=sneeker;3577265]I had a weird moment of clarity this morning. Sometimes the obvious stuff is staring you in the face.
I have suffered with depression since I was a teenager.
I started drinking when I was teenager.
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Coincidence I think not. Just try and take one step at a time and right now that would be to stop drinking. If you seek medical advice they wont treat depression while you are drinking as depression is an effect od drinking. Take the drinking away and you might feel a lot diiferent and you probobobly will. Then if the depression is still there you can focus on that. Dont see yourself as weak it takes a strong person to accept they have a problem and your family may be really supportive. Good Luck and take 1 day at time thats what I'm doing and so far it's going ok x