My heart goes out to you during this time. Landmarks such as a month, a year, special days…… they have power to stir up such emotion; even when we think we are already drained of it.
The love you have for your husband is so kindly reflected in all of your words; after all you have been through.....you are walking this road of grief & reflection with such grace.
Sending a prayer out to you; may peace embrace you; especially today.