Dawn of Day 7. Another pretty good and productive day at work. I will admit though, that I had a bout of sadness last night, longing for a beer. I have plenty to keep me occupied, but I was just sorta "bored" and melancholy.
That hasn't happened to me before. It was very odd. I need to do some thinking today on why.
I began to analyze late last night, though. I have never been diagnosed with OCD, but I have every classic tell, from checking locks on doors and the stovetop being off, and I am a creature of habit. I can, and feel like I have to do certain things t certain times every single day. For example, I "have" to eat oats and salad every day. If I go without, it's almost tragic in my mind.
I know that sounds crazy. I think what I need is a day of shaking up the routine.