WB! I had issues with that aspect of AA too at first. I then found another meeting group that was more secular and they, along with here on SR, helped me get to the two year mark. I did stop using AA after three months but still stop by and let them know I am doing fine. In other words it doesn't have to be forever for some, and is for others. Different strokes, for different folks right? Take what you can use and leave the rest.