Yes I have been reading around it has made me feel better I just didn't see to many people that lived so far away. That is what I struggle with because I feel like perhaps I haven't done enough. He sent me only one text so far today stating he needed a place to live I did not reply some days its harder than other. The anxiety I feel from all this some days is unbearable I dread hearing my phone ring, text or emails. I realize however one way or anther I will be getting that one more dreaded call of either he will be in jail, deal or the best case in rehab. I just keep telling myself to stay strong I just can't do this anymore. I am not an addict yet I am broke, on edge and paying for legal debts.