There is a school of thought...
that it takes about 3 months to chamge ingrained habits.
You are very new to this sobreity journey...it will take time
to discover the new you
Hmmm...I was 53 when I quit and outwardly nothing seemed unusual I had no physical damage from drinking...and I had
retained some security. However....
My alcoholism had turned me into a depressed woman I detested.
That is why I began AA recovery. Rather quickly my depression
began to lessen......it vanished by the end of 2 months..never returned
Please do continue ...recovery really rocks!