I keep forgetting..
It's like I keep forgetting that I'm not drinking anymore, every time I think of what to do today or tonight I think "Oh I should go to the bar" or "I'll get some wine and watch a movie"... It's really annoying! I didn't really realize how much of my life is devoted to drinking until now that I'm not doing it anymore.
It's exhausting trying to reprogram myself to not only think of when I'm going to drink next. I also feel more out of it sober than when I drank... It's like I'm in a haze.
Does anyone else feel like this??
~Audrey